I don't like to bring up the past!

It was misunderstanding. I remember a little that I was asking J and V whether she did break my secrets or not??? I was just asking I’m not claiming that she is. And they both told I mention she's a secret breaker! I was so like wtf. I told her I’m not blaming her at all and she said I was blaming her. When the fight started I didn't even insulted her. I just said she was sensitive. I said Sorry to her and she asked me to list what I did to her. Look, u guys can't just see the bad view about me. You have to different shape first. You can't just settle the problem by adding someone else in the problem. Of course it'll be worse and about your 3 daughters. They asked me to change. Why they asked me now? Why not from the earlier? Why they have to do it now? They were actually influenced. Who will say that they were influenced no one even did because they didn’t realize! People can change easily without they took notice of but to whom who asked us to change we can’t. Well, we can but step by step. If we can’t change we still need to accept. If you’re true friends you can accept your own friend’s weaknesses, flaws, mistakes. People are people. We aren’t perfect.  If they don’t like my attitude I can change but not for them but for me to be a better person. Things happen for a reason. We could forgive people but forget isn’t easy. I learnt from my mistakes and I tend not to do it again, possibly. I know I’m not right. I don’t expected things to happen. I myself didn’t realize what I did. So yeah, I’m sorry for what I’ve done to you and to other people too. Past is past. I don’t want to bring all up again. If she still doesn’t want to friends with me then it’s up to her.